My Sweet Internet Love November 23, 2003

Sometimes, I realize that you and I can never be.
It's the other side of heaven was made for you and me.

Still I want you in my life, touching me physically
But I know if it happens it may not come easily.

I shall hasten to love you fully, as much as I can
If I lose you, I'll have my memories and I'll understand.

that I might lose you is something that makes me cry
Without your love, my spirit may wither and die.

You are there in my heart always touching my soul
But I know there'll come a timewhen you might have to go

It hasn't always been easy, this love we've had
There are days I feel deeply wounded and sad

It's never been something I've known well how to do.
But I've known from the start that it was pure and true.

You pop in on occasion, to check up on me
quite often you surprise me and fill me with glee.

Sometimes I see you and sometimes I see you not
But I know in your heart my best interest you've got.

You may think there are times that I'm all unaware
But here inside of my heart I know you are there.

You worry sometimes that I might know way too much
But you know it's right and it's more than a touch.

It's your spirit and mine encircling, my love
When we question our US, know it's sent from above.

I remember I told you that we're meant to be
You as an eagle, me a horse running free.

I know you can tell, dear, that it's a our special place
By the way we're together in this hurried race.

I feel you surround me and I know you are there
When I dream of our union, you're touching my hair.

You are always my guy even when you are not
You're my lover of PEACE and the center I've got.

If ever you doubt, love, look deep into my eyes.....
You'll see your image and you'll know it's not lies.

The union we have is such a sweet place to be
It has always been there and it's just you and me.

Together we've been up to the top of the hill
We've touched on a miracle and we feel it still.

You know there are times when I can't even touch base
You are the same and it's something both of us face.

You have your work, love, and all the things that you do
I do as well but it's better because of you.

You fill me up and I love it, I surely do
I hope it goes right back just the same to you.

When you are in doubt, I know you'll go for a while
But I hope you'll come back and share that special smile.

If it happens that you cannot come, love, to me
Then I'll let US go, dear, and I'll set you quite free.

For I know in my heart that your spirit is free
I feel that part often is reflected in me.

Follow your dreams, love, and let me watch as you grow
Sometimes I'll race with you and sometimes I'll go slow.

The best of it all is all the love that we share
The love of the PEOPLE and the way that we care.

You're the height of ecstacy,the depth of my feeling...
You are my floor sometimes, sometimes you're my ceiling........

We'll fly above the rest when the time is just right
Till then my sweet lover, you are my shining knight.